A Year After The War.........

Well, more than a year and 1 month or two had gone since the 2nd Lebanon War(Or call it whatever you'd like).

What did I learn? What do I think we all should be recognize with? What do I feel afterwards....

I think I have learned a lot more than 12 years in school. You learn about how to deal with anxiety, to see what's your own mental limits, to see a different view you've had so far. The first war that I was brought into was the 1st Golf War which I was 2 and a half years old and my mom and dad told me stories about how was it.

Anyway, I have learned that I got big heart more than I ever thought, the willing to bring happiness to other people, to help, to even be a psychological for small children who had a bit trauma out of the war - to be a friend.
One more important thing is that I will keep with me is the my mental spirit while Katyusha alert or fell - my heart stayed cold and I didn't get into panic and managed only thinking of helping and getting a real responsibility.
I've learned that not everybody hates my country, people recognize it and some support which I managed to contact to people here through the blogs - it was so kind to hear it.
I almost managed to understand the misunderstanding of the worldwide to the delicate situation which Israel is in in front of. I acknowledge the some of the deliberate hate towards Israel just for rating and to satisfy dark ages of governments.

I think we all should be recognized that nothing has changed much since the war, sadly!
Same with the part that this was justified whether the kidnapped soldiers(Not sure they are still alive) were dead or alive - it had to happen sometime. I hope it will turn the IDF into an alert motion.

I feel especially disappointed that never had changed in Israel policy as much as in the foreign one. Still governments take care of their own ass instead of understand the threat that surrounds them. I can also feel proud that I helped to people. I understood that when I'm in an emergency situation I get a "Cold Heart" and managed to control my feelings and take the right decisions and actions - it's something I will take with me whenever I go.

I wish the world wouldn't be like that but I got to stand up on my feet to say that I AM STILL HERE AND ALWAYS WILL STAY!

Israel has returned the fuel supply to Gaza.

After a very dark night in Gaza due to IDF decision not to let fuel flow in from Israel into Gaza and caused the power station in Gaza to stop working(Which caused to non-electricity night).

Something that maybe nobody that noticed is that there were no Kassam shells while that so called "power break". Very interesting and IDF might look twice while this incident.


Another thing that was up this week is try of under mind Arab guy to kill innocent people in the Holy Land near the western wall. He stole a gun from a security guy(He was with another guy) the security guy chased after him and while it the guy managed to shot and he was only(Luckly) injured in the chest. There was a gun fight going on between the terrorist to the other security guy(10 people injured) at the end the security man managed to pull him off and the terrorist was dead. It was all filmed in the security cameras and some claimed for killing corroboration(Claim was rejected after watching the film).

Some people will never get that this struggle is not about territory, but about religion. People today are too careless about others and when it comes to who right they prefer who is stronger....

Sadly, I hardly heard voices against the Muslims massacre in Iraq and Sudan, but who cares?! U.N? Only involves in the Israeli "innocent killings".

The "Palestinians" still lying and everybody ignores, like about 60 years ago - somethings will never change sadly.

I can't say I gave in about my positions and the believe of "someday it will happen" but I can say I'm getting disappointed time after time. It is a truly cruel world.

Nothing more I can add, I will write shortly as soon as I get time to. The spare time is narrow due to work and girlfriend and so on. I will bring pictures of me and others if I do get the time to.

See you next time I will be writing and keep questioning everything in your life!